I don't even know why am I reopening this blog.
Here I am at 4.50 am, can't sleep.
Half an hour ago I was laying down trying to sleep, but couldn't.
So I decided to listen to some songs, obviously emotional songs were the only options in the middle of the night like this, and it made me go all emo–of course.
And I've been thinking.
In 3 months, I'll be leaving Malaysia.
It won't be forever for sure, but I don't know when I'll be back.
For some reasons, I really can't wait to go back to Indonesia.
Like, I can't wait to meet my family–of course. I can't wait to meet Ichan. I can't wait to meet my friends. I can't wait to go on endless trips with them, eating food like there's no tomorrow, talking as if we haven't talk forever, endless giggling and laughing, and my favorite part, NOSTALGIA! :)
However, i don't feel like leaving either. I love my college life, but it went by too fast.
There are tons of stuff I should be worrying, but I'm afraid if I keep on thinking about it, I might get depressed.
Whatever has start, will eventually end.
My life is unpredictable. I never get to catch a glimpse of the future.
It's always different than what it has been planned.
I'm not sure whether I liked it or not.

My English disgust me. :X